Well....time flies pretty fast..its near the end of the year n there goes Form 2 >< coming up is Form 3 >< argh ><  The first thing that comes to mind when you think of Form 3 is (dramatic music) PMR!!! xO I really should start studying now but...temptation to be lazy is overpowering too ><  Anyway,haven't watched a movie in a while >< feel like watching "In Time" the story plot seems interesting :) I watched Nicholas Sparks "The Last Song" today :) Seriously touching movie ;) Loved it so much <3 I love reading Nicholas Sparks books >< his books are so touching n wonderful :D  

Errmm......random stuff? xP

Hey guys ;D so erm....actually i cant think of anything specific to write so I'll just write about random stuff that happened lately..:) well......yesterday me n su mei walked to school to do kerja kayu but when we reached there we were stopped n denied entry cuz we were wearing shorts n slippers == (well no one told us we couldnt == ) so we had to walk all the way back,change, n walk all the way to school...again..== n when we reached the bengkel there were other people wearing slippers n shorts ==......We were like zadou!! -__-....so unfair xP they weren't asked to go back n change xP well.....i guess we were just at the wrong place at the wrong time -___-" so..we finished our kerja kayu,walked home for the final time n lived happily ever after blah blah blah NOT x) 
Anyway....what else..erm...okay i cut my hair today n since i havent trimmed it in months ><" (ashamed) it was well.....messy n not in good condition I must say xP so the hairdresser sort-of crinkled his brow when he examined the state of my hair xP (so embarrassing) if that wasnt enough I had to fall asleep (yes,fall asleep,I kid u not ) while he was blow drying my hair ><"......well..i was tired cuz i was seriously studying so that wore me out a bit xP  I somehow jolted myself awake n he was staring at me n I was like 'Sorry!!><" ' I don't know if he knew i was sleeping because my bangs were covering my eyes but it still was embarrassing ><  
Well...my holiday plan to study is going erm.....ok i guess xP I'm worried I cant finish studying in time >< Hope i can do well in the exams >< To my friends in SMKTC good luck studying n may the odds ever be in your favor xD

Goodbye school~Hello Holiday =D

Wheee~ Its the Holidays xD Haha...just gonna relaax....chill..n be lazy =D Unfortunately,things dont always go the way u want does it ;x I've got to finish my Geography n Moral project =3=......so unfair to spend the holidays doing projects I dont care about n have no clue where to start @.@......well,I'll try to make the best of it ><" Im gonna try using this holiday to improve on my cooking skills whee~ x) 

Haha anyway these are some pictures i took on my trip to US in "The world of MnMs" x) check it out!!xD

so many MnMs xD Whee~so many different colours n flavours that  dont have in Malaysia @.@ Didnt get to try all of them though ;x

Whee~the containers are so tall right? xD

U just get a plastic bag thats provided,pull the hatch at the bottom of the containers n the MnMs just flow out n u can mis as many flavours as u like =)

Haha look how many they are O.o x)

Haha I love chocolate x) hope I can experience more interesting stuff soon x) well,thats all for now =) bye

CF BBQ~ (:

Yesterday went to Avril n Anita's house for CF BBQ xD it was super AWESOME!!! thanks guys so much for letting us use ur house =) the worship session n the food was great =D sorry I couldn't stay till the end though ;x Anyway,the seni folio is due this Friday and I've barely started T^T feeling like a zombie these few days........Zzzz.....hopefully I'll come back to life ><"

Hey guys, Im sorry I left my blog to collect dust for the past 3-4 months ><" I couldn't open my computer cuz of an internet issue ><" Okay so a lot of things have happened,even though the exams are over I still have many projects to do @.@ argh...I wait for the day I'll be free =)
But,I still cant help fantasizing about the holidays >< I wonder what to do....O.o...probably just be lazy n glue my self to the computer n the TV xD But now I have a new goal...I shall spend some of my holiday time learning how to cook >< Yes,unfortunately I at the age of 14,cant.cook. Unless u count instant noodles and omelets ><" Well,better late than never as some would say :/

Anyway aren't these pictures beautiful =) I'd like to take credit but they were taken by my brother on our trip to America xD

The picture of a road we were driving through the country =)

One of the country houses,they have so much land  O.o

Haha hope you guys liked them =D I'll post more next time =) and I'll try not to let my blog collect dust anymore ><

MISERY..............BAD DAY.............=(

Well...as referring to my blog tittle I AM IN MISERY and I'VE HAD A BAD DAY yup,it feels good to shout it out to the world sometimes...................Yesterday and today I was unbelieveably EMO and sad.....I've never felt them this strongly before......
I feel like a failure,like betrayed someone's trust,like i failed myself,I can see myself in the eyes of dissapointment.........Some of my friends know why I feel this way.....I guess I deserve it,I just hope I can stand up again =)................
For some people failure is a stepping stone to success,for some its a hard smack o the face......I think I'm walking on the line of the latter........sometimes life just sucks,sometimes u just bring it on yourself.......
I'll probably come up with a conclusion soon......now my senses feel dulled....things just seem to pass me by.....
But despite this,I want to thank my friends for being there for me even though I couldn't respond properly....now I dont think I deserve you guys.........I feel like a mess......
The reason I'm writing this now is just to let it out...I cant write about everything that I feel and whats going on since viewing here is public so thats it I guess....
Wish me luck on my process to rediscover myself............ 

Lalalalalalala~XD

Well.....today I had a haircut!! ><" you're probably wondering why I would write such a boring stupid thing for the world to see but honestly I don't know....=.="
You guys might think it's stupid but yes I am paranoid about my hair......=.=" I sound like a loser......
I am not proud of this but I practically teared up when my mom told me to get a haircut this morning......
Anyway now my hair is like 9 cm shorter T^T n I have bangs =x .....well.....its looks okay I guess ......okay I'm being randomly weird again.....
Anyway,I'm obsessed with reading...Arghh....I sound like a total nerd.....once I get a new book I straightaway start on it and won't stop unless I have to until I finish it even if I have to stay up late in the night O.o It's just so addictive!!!>< But for the record I am NOT a nerd =] I LOVE sports too =D
Anyway,exams are coming soon so do your best everyone!! =] And for those in my class good luck with the Sejarah folio too,its so annoying yo spend the holidays studying instead of relaxiiiing......
Hmmmm.....maybe I'll upload a picture of my new haircut on facebook....maybe?


By the way,do you know that:
1)101 Dalmatians and Peter Pan (Wendy) are the only two Disney cartoon features with both parents that are     present and don't die throughout the movie. 
2)A giraffe can clean its ears with its 21-inch tongue. O.o
3)A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds
4)A Saudi Arabian woman can get a divorce if her husband doesn't give her coffee.(Imagine that O.o)
5)A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes
6)Babies are born without knee caps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2-6 years of age.(Wow....)
7)Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.(I wonder.....)
8)Clans of long ago that wanted to get rid of their unwanted people without killing them use to burn their houses down - hence the expression "to get fired."

Hope you guys enjoyed these interesting facts =] Maybe I'll post more of  them next time when I don't know what to write (Ooops....busted XD)