Hey guys, Im sorry I left my blog to collect dust for the past 3-4 months ><" I couldn't open my computer cuz of an internet issue ><" Okay so a lot of things have happened,even though the exams are over I still have many projects to do @.@ argh...I wait for the day I'll be free =)
But,I still cant help fantasizing about the holidays >< I wonder what to do....O.o...probably just be lazy n glue my self to the computer n the TV xD But now I have a new goal...I shall spend some of my holiday time learning how to cook >< Yes,unfortunately I at the age of 14,cant.cook. Unless u count instant noodles and omelets ><" Well,better late than never as some would say :/

Anyway aren't these pictures beautiful =) I'd like to take credit but they were taken by my brother on our trip to America xD

The picture of a road we were driving through the country =)

One of the country houses,they have so much land  O.o

Haha hope you guys liked them =D I'll post more next time =) and I'll try not to let my blog collect dust anymore ><

MISERY..............BAD DAY.............=(

Well...as referring to my blog tittle I AM IN MISERY and I'VE HAD A BAD DAY yup,it feels good to shout it out to the world sometimes...................Yesterday and today I was unbelieveably EMO and sad.....I've never felt them this strongly before......
I feel like a failure,like betrayed someone's trust,like i failed myself,I can see myself in the eyes of dissapointment.........Some of my friends know why I feel this way.....I guess I deserve it,I just hope I can stand up again =)................
For some people failure is a stepping stone to success,for some its a hard smack o the face......I think I'm walking on the line of the latter........sometimes life just sucks,sometimes u just bring it on yourself.......
I'll probably come up with a conclusion soon......now my senses feel dulled....things just seem to pass me by.....
But despite this,I want to thank my friends for being there for me even though I couldn't respond properly....now I dont think I deserve you guys.........I feel like a mess......
The reason I'm writing this now is just to let it out...I cant write about everything that I feel and whats going on since viewing here is public so thats it I guess....
Wish me luck on my process to rediscover myself............ 

Lalalalalalala~XD

Well.....today I had a haircut!! ><" you're probably wondering why I would write such a boring stupid thing for the world to see but honestly I don't know....=.="
You guys might think it's stupid but yes I am paranoid about my hair......=.=" I sound like a loser......
I am not proud of this but I practically teared up when my mom told me to get a haircut this morning......
Anyway now my hair is like 9 cm shorter T^T n I have bangs =x .....well.....its looks okay I guess ......okay I'm being randomly weird again.....
Anyway,I'm obsessed with reading...Arghh....I sound like a total nerd.....once I get a new book I straightaway start on it and won't stop unless I have to until I finish it even if I have to stay up late in the night O.o It's just so addictive!!!>< But for the record I am NOT a nerd =] I LOVE sports too =D
Anyway,exams are coming soon so do your best everyone!! =] And for those in my class good luck with the Sejarah folio too,its so annoying yo spend the holidays studying instead of relaxiiiing......
Hmmmm.....maybe I'll upload a picture of my new haircut on facebook....maybe?


By the way,do you know that:
1)101 Dalmatians and Peter Pan (Wendy) are the only two Disney cartoon features with both parents that are     present and don't die throughout the movie. 
2)A giraffe can clean its ears with its 21-inch tongue. O.o
3)A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds
4)A Saudi Arabian woman can get a divorce if her husband doesn't give her coffee.(Imagine that O.o)
5)A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes
6)Babies are born without knee caps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2-6 years of age.(Wow....)
7)Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.(I wonder.....)
8)Clans of long ago that wanted to get rid of their unwanted people without killing them use to burn their houses down - hence the expression "to get fired."

Hope you guys enjoyed these interesting facts =] Maybe I'll post more of  them next time when I don't know what to write (Ooops....busted XD) 

XD, O.o, =D, D=, =.="

Well....I'm not really sure what to write so I'll just write random things that are now crossing my mind...

So...how's everyone doing? I haven't updated my blog lately cuz my mom password locked the computer cuz of my brother n sister's exam =[ so unfair!! There's still plenty of time before my exam D= Anyway,you guys know the show called"Glee" ? I LOVE that show!! XD Their songs are amazing!! XDDDD

Now while I'm typing this I'm also reading Manga!!! I love reading Manga XD For those of u who don't know Manga is Japenese comics XD I know Gosh I sound like a total nerd O.o Anyway,I love reading Manga like "Naruto" , "Fairy Tail" , "Kaicho-Wa maid-Sama" , n many many more!!!!! XDD hahaa...feeling so HIIIGH now XD =.="

Well.....u guys must bee pretty bored listening or should I say reading this....well....I'll put u out of your misery and stop now XD 

But before I go....did u guys notice I've been using different fonts for this post ?XD I'm just feeling bored n crazy.....=D

Anyway I wonder.....I'm actually trying to write a novel!! I know it sounds CRAZY =.=" but I probably am XD I'll try my best though so......wish me luck =]  

♥~Valentines Day~♥

Well..everybody should know what day it is today.....if not....go clunk yourself on the head for hiding under a rock for these past few years!!XD Today is Valentines Day!!the day that couples go celebrate the love they have for each other =] So,Congratulations for those who have someone special today~♥ And for all my single ladies n guys you don't need to be sad =] Valentines Day is not only for couples,it's for appreciating those who are special n precious to you~♥ I'd like to say a special thanks to all my friends for being with me until now =] For being with me through thick n thin,for listening to me,for putting up with me when I'm difficult,for standing up for me =D I can't fully express my thanks for you guys but I hope that my feelings can reach you~I can't ask for better friends so once again THANK YOU!!

Now in honor of Valentines Day here are some great songs that couples or single's might like to listen to~
1.Always-Bon Jovi
2.When you say nothing at all
3.I Don't Want To Miss A Thing-Aerosmith
4.My Heart Will Go On-Celine Dion
5.Faithfully-Journey/Glee
6.Endless Love-Lionel Richie & Diana Ross
7.Don't Stop Believing-Journey
8.Hello-Lionel Richie
9.I Will Always Love You-Whitney Houston 
10.Love Story-Taylor Swift
11.Lucky-Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat 
12.I'm Yours-Jason Mraz 


Actually there are many more great songs but there are too much to write down but hope you'll enjoy these songs =]

I had an awesome Chinese New Year XDD!! My friends Shie Mun,Avril,Ginny,Su Mei,Angela and Xiu Yuan came to my house for party and we had so much fun XD First we had some food n then we were chatting and taking pictures =] Suddenly a little boy came and started throwing "pop pop's" at us O.o We were like "Stop!!" and he just laughed evilly and simply throw the "pop pop's" everywhere!!We were like "nakalnya budak ini!!" And jumping out of the way to avoid the "pop pop's" And Avril was declaring war XD But after awhile we found out that the "pop pop's" didn't hurt so we took some"pop pop's and started taking revenge but we didn't throw them directly at him,we just threw them at his feet.After that we started being childish and threw the "pop pop's" in the air and used badminton racket's to hit them XD Then me and my bro started playing volleyball and my brother accidentally surfed the volleyball straight on Su Mei's head!! Luckily, no harm was done and we started laughing =D We took many photos and a few group photos =] After that, we went inside n while Avril was playing a racing game me n few others were playing mahjong XD I just learnt how to play mahjong the day before the party and I find it really fun =D  Well...I'll post the photos next time so that's it for now thanks!! =]

Chinese New Year Eve!! XDD

Hey guys!! It's Chinese New Year Eve!!XD How r u guys feeling?excited I guess ;) I am so excited!!!It won't be long till I can open my first new year Fortune Cookie!!! And drink soft drinks n snacks till I feel sick!!XDD
Haha..I'm feeling so HIIIGH...!! Can't wait for Chinese New Year!!! I'm ready I'm ready I'm so so ready ready...!! Anyway a early Happy Chinese New Year to all of you!!!!!! =D